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listening to this song always gets me, near the end ofthe song it just hit me not only was it musically orgasmic but lyrically it connects lol. This past 3 months ive been talking to this certain girl that i was reallly interested in. In reality the relationship would not have worken out only because she used to date one of my bros and as much as i was telling myself i would never do that to one of my bros i was on the verge of breakign that rule just for her cuz she wasthat special. I remember specifically how i had trust issues with girls anyways because of a diff girl that i used to like. Now when i let my guard down, let down my walls let me be vulnerable and open to her, a person i cared for she betrayed me. i mean for a minute i thought things could have worked out between us i was going to ask her to be my gf officially regardless of my best friend. She was like oo what would happen if i started talking to this guy.. now no shit shes already talking to her. its ironic now how i went back to the girl who i had trust issues with after i started ignoring girl #2. TRUST ISSUES 

on a simpler note, ever since my bday, girl wise ive been on point! lol pun intended.   been having sex alot LOL and not no quickie sex i feel like my sex game been on point lol im talking bout a few hours a day. nonetheless been talking between 3+ girls (all brown and dtf) brown girls are just so exotic :) i feel like i can talk to them easier, they are intersting, funny, grounded, intelligent, and at the same time sexy.  my motto this year as worn out as it is … is yolo! lol